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December 19th, 2005

01:50 am oh no.. schools almost over.. :) oh love, its amazing! haha.. ah this weekend was very blah* let see.. on thursday ididint sleep at all, thats why on friday ididint go anywhere, just took a long nice nap till about 12:00am.. then my friend rang me, to go out. so iwent out,randomly.. got back at 3:00am.. saturday iwas supose to work, but they let me have a day off :D..instead iwent on a "date" with this boi. hahaha it was cute..he's cute,with loads of piercings :) heehee imean nothing special, just movie, and secondcup, talk andstuff dontknow whats gonna happen next. dontknow if its gonna work out i still dontknow boys are still shitheads..it sux.. hmmh now im confused boys always confuse the fuk out of me.sigh* sunday..worked from 11-6 ihad a breakdown for awhile haha.. stuff..n boys.. godddd but liz helped me trough it :D iloveher! ineed to start doing my hwk, its 2 am already. but ijust cant.. agh! ifeel like scrapping my eyes withthick black eyeliner -lovereds- Current Mood: crazy Current Music: pinkfloyd-time

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December 3rd, 2005

10:32 am i dont understand.. why do ppl die these days..and it frustrated me.. so FUCKIN much..i dont think its fair for them.. at all.. iknw iknow.. maybe for some of them its better up there in heaven.. amen. but.. it hurts like a fuking bITCH to loose ppl you love! especially the tragic one.! icant stand this.. Rest In Peace Riri Rest In Peace Lola Rest In Peace Eric Rest In Peace Mysugarbaby Rest In Peace Jen R.I.P<3 Current Mood: crushed Current Music: cream-whiteroom

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November 20th, 2005

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November 10th, 2005

12:59 am whoa.. ihavent update my journal in ages! its been a while since everything.. im super sick .. like MEGA SICK.. imissed school today, and skipped alot yesterday, ifell asleep on the benches in athletic circle, till Panjer fukin poked me, and asked me if iwere skipping.. haha.. im super fuked, because today, imissed my english class, and my essay was due.. GIARDINES going to shoot me. and.. tomorow, iwont be at school, im going to body works field trip with life drawing class..therefore im missing a math test Ah.. and imissed a math quiz already.. idont know how im going to catch up on things these days. im too busy. and fuked. this friday im going to children of bodoms concert. imsuper excited..toobad im sick, and have my period :( and fuk ihope idont see Phill there.. if ido.. ithink id ended up kicking his balls off... ihate that guy so much, i tot he loved mehahaa.. bah turns out that hes just a jerk.. a wannabe goth, but emo kid. ah ihate him so much!!! and ithink he ditched me for a guy..ahh man.. he was my first bisexual boyfriend.. heheee well.. ihope next week wont be as bad as this week.. Current Mood: sick Current Music: yes-closer to the edge

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August 16th, 2005

11:00 am it was my birthday yesterday. im finally 16 :) should iget my G1, or M1? haha im confused. i am so broke. $20 left for my entire month. my birthday was amazing. iwas supose to celebrate with my parents, but ididint. ppl came to my house in the morning.and we watched the jacket, while other jam with my guitar. we ordered pizza. we ate. we went to the beach. it was amazing. we stayed till dark. and played sparklers. it was lovely. igot a new computer, but its for the whole family, so the mac laptop will go in my room. :) in conclusion, it was a lovely day Current Mood: lonely Current Music: COB-black widow

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August 14th, 2005

02:40 am Today. went downtown withmy friend to get a bday present for my other friend. iknow friends have names. anyways. im so broke. ioinly have $20 left in my debit for the rest of themonth. wtf amigoing to do? and i owe my friend $15 for beylis, and beers. fuk. imscrewed. anyways. so we got her present. ibeg my friend to tell me what she got me for my bday. idont like surprise. ahha and igot it out. iknow wut she got me now :) and im happy with it :) icant believe im turning 16 in 2 days..well 1 day because technically its already sunday now. ihate birthdays. after iwent to cindys. for hannah's surprise party:) we went to ichiban got sum sushi. we went to karaokee which was uberly fun. spice girls rawk. after we went back to cindys to ate cake and spiced up some sparkles. and icame back at 12ish,biked home. it was cold. im so sad.. my parents arent giving me anything for my bday ahahaha.. how evil is that? meh. ireally want to getmy M1. idont want G1. but ithikn i better get G1 first. but my daddy told me to take M1.cuz im deffinitly buying a motorcycle after igot M2 and money. ialready know what iwanna buy ..its going to be a harley davidson dynaglade. :) or maybe ill make my own bike. so all ihave to do is to get a job start saving up. tho iwant to get my G2 too. so ican buy an oldschool beetle cabriolet. :) ahahaha so anyways. thatsit imoff. *reds* Current Mood: hungry Current Music: COB-everytime idie

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August 13th, 2005

02:45 am hello. eleanor was back 2 days ago.iwant to her house yesterday, got excited, she jumped on me, gave me a super duper amazing tight hugzzzz for about 5 mnts,and wouldntlet me go.imissed her somuch.shes leaving tmr togermany and switzerland.shewont be here for my bday, which btw is this monday :).imgoing to miss her. went to chill with friends today.went to gio's house.there were me.davida.eleanor.leila.gil.michael.mircea.daniel.nathan.weplayed inthe rain, drank .after eleanor and leila left to leilas.meand teh rest went bowling.itwas super fun.isucked atthe beggining.andslowly remember how to bowl.?. lol.we went back.just chill.ate.bike.someawesome shoulderride.and piggybackride:) and im home now.imissed myparents.ilove themtoomuch :) that is it. imoff. *reds* Current Mood: cold Current Music: lacuna coil-heavens a lie

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August 8th, 2005

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July 22nd, 2005

12:45 pm the concert was amazingg :) bjorn was too sexy.. haha anyways,. im leaving to vancouver in 12 hours or so.. i dont wanna leave.. :( oh well at least its only for 2 weeks :) im so tired.. ineed to shower ill update later. bye *Love* Current Mood: dirty Current Music: bullet ride

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July 20th, 2005

09:58 am hmmh.. ifeel soo sick .. wtfis wrong with me.. ithink ihave insomnia.. ikept sleepingaround 3 am, and kept waking up at 6-7ish again ifeel so sick ineed some sortof sour candy oh well.. mudvayne concertis today.. for somehow not very excited.. imean.. im there because of in flames, shadowsfall, and trivium, not mudvayne ahhaa.. but.. iguess ill go, cuz ivepaid the ticket. im going to see charlieand thechocolate factory.. hmmhmm MY HAIR IS BLUe.. hahaa ill get used to it.. hopefully.. anyways.. thats all for now.. *love* Current Mood: sick Current Music: OHMYGOD

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